Week 14!

Friday, December 17, 2010 started my 14 week. I FINALLY have set an appointment with a doctor! It's going to cost so much since we don't have insurance, but I have got to see the doctor!

On Tuesday, Cody's parents came up for Christmas! It was great! We gave Monica a coffee mug that said Grand-tastic Grandma, and Doug a onsie that I had ironed on I ❤ and a picture of his face! He loved it and wants one just like it for himself lol. They are so excited to be grandparents. Monica keeps texting me "I'm going to be a grandma!" lol It's so sweet :)

On Monday, I found out I have a sinus infection.Not fun when your 3 1/2 months preggers. I can't stop coughing or sneezing! I saw the doctor that I work with and had to tell him I was pregnant. That led to me telling his nurse, which led to me telling the office manager, and now pretty much the whole office knows. I don't think they are going to get rid of me...yet lol. The doctor gave me amoxicillin to take and it seems to be working, just taking a long time to work. I missed Tuesday for Christmas and I called in Wednesday because I just felt so awful! Now it's the weekend and I'm trying to do nothing but rest. I took a nap yesterday and today. I'm still coughing a lot and praying that it's not hurting little Roo. My nose is raw because I have been blowing it so much! I'm just ready to be well again! I finally get my energy back and then I get sick!

The in-laws gave me my Garmin Forerunner for Christmas and I haven't even been able to use it since I've been sick! I'm excited to use it ans get started on walking a half marathon! :)

This weekend is Christmas! :) My parents are coming up Thursday and spending the whole weekend with us! I am so excited! :) It's going to be crazy with  house full f dogs though! lol. But I can't wait to finally tell them! I will be able to announce it on facebook then and all the world can know! :) Yay! :)

Last week of First Trimester!

Friday, December 3 started my 12th week and the last week of my first trimester!! I have actually started noticing a bit of a difference with my nausea and being starving all the time! I don't have to eat every 2 hours anymore and I am not nauseous 24/7! On friday I received my Fetal Heart doppler in the mail!

I got it out, put the gel on my tummy, and started moving it around...

Then...I heard it...The swoosh, swoosh, swoosh...

It was the most amazing sound I have ever heard in my entire life!

My baby's heartbeat! It was so fast! Which i know i a great thing! :)

Looks like we have a healthy baby so far! :)

Right after I recorded the heartbeat on the computer, Cody called me.

I turned it up real loud and asked if he could hear! He said is that our baby?! I said yes! So he got to hear it for the first time over the phone! :)

When he came home that night I let him actually listen to my tummy. I love hearing the swoosh swoosh swoosh! It's amazing! :)

I just wish I could get in to see a doctor. It just stinks since I work during the week now, and I haven't told my job that I'm pregnant yet...Oh and the whole money thing...

It looks like our parents will be coming to visit us for Christmas, so we will be telling them the great news then! We are giving them grandparents gifts! :) I know they will be so excited!

I told my sis-in-law yesterday. I sent her an e-mail with the heartbeat and she texted me...You knocked up? lol. I said yep! She finally gets to be an aunt! :)

So I think all of our friends know! Now we just gotta let the new grandparents know! :)

I can't wait! :)

Week 10

I started week 10 on Friday, November 19. Still having tons of nausea. I am starving and nothing sounds good! I have had cravings for chicken (preferably Parmesan garlic chicken wings), Lucky Charms, and Pancakes. lol I did have the craving for fried pickle from chicken Express and a Wendy's Frosty one day. I guess I am the pregnancy stereotype for pickles and ice cream lol. I am making pumpkin bread right now. It smells so good, but so nauseating at the same time. This makes me sad! I want to be able to enjoy Thanksgiving dinner! This will be the first Thanksgiving I will be without my family. I'm trying my hardest not to think about it, since I know with these hormones I will probably cry. But it's ok. It will make Christmas all that more special! Especially since we will be announcing the baby then! That's what I am the most excited about! :) It looks like the pregnancy is still going well! The baby is growing is organs, working on his joints, and getting taste buds this week! Crissy has nicknamed him "Roo" from Winnie the Poo. SO I will cal him that from now on. I can't wait to find out if Roo is a boy or a girl! I am ready to start buying stuff! :) I also can't wait to tell the parents! It's hard to keep things from my momma! Well that's all for now! :)

Week 8

Well tomorrow supposedly starts 8 weeks. Since I still haven't been able to go to the doctor, I still have no idea how far along I am. But If I calculated anywhere correctly, I should be due around June 17th. I have had TONS of fatigue! I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping! I have been trying to keep up with my running, but I just don't feel like it. I took a 2 hour nap today after waking up at 9 for a job interview. I know that if I went to bed right now, I would probably still be able to fall asleep. I am nauseous ALL the time. I had been craving chicken like freakin crazy, and so I ate Chicken Express last night...No longer have that craving! Now just the thought of it makes me nauseous! Toast makes me nauseous, milk makes me nauseous, the thought of food in general makes me nauseous! I am heading over to Brad and Jackie's in a little bit for cheese pizza...we will see how that goes. I will be telling them the news though. My brother is the only family member that knows. Crissy and Clayton of course know. Crissy is always checking on me, which I love. I wish she was closer to me so I could share this experience this with her. I miss her! At least I know I have a good person to be in charge of my Baby Shower down there! :) Well that's all for now!

My little Sticky Bun in the Oven is doing good so far! :)

Happy Face :)

Well...It looks like I am pregnant again! :)

We moved to Fort Worth Saturday October 16th. On Monday October 18th, I had not started after the miscarriage, so I decided to take a test...Just to see...I really didn't think it was possible, but...

It was! I am pregnant Again! 

We aren't quite sure how it happened (besides the obvious lol). We didn't expect it, right after the 2nd miscarriage! I am excited, yet scared, and nervous. Cody won't have insurance for 6 months and I don't have a job yet...I am having to look into Medicaid and I'm not sure how I feel about that. But if it's what gets us through the pregnancy and birth, then it will have to do! :) 

Welcome back nausea and fatigue! I am exhausted and don't feel like doing anything...especially running. But I still have a half-marathon to train for and I want to be a fit momma...so a running I will go! :)

Sad Face...

Our baby went to be with Jesus this morning...

Last night I started cramping pretty bad and then the red blood came. I knew then that this was it...This morning I passed "tissue", which I knew was the baby. I called my doctor, and he wanted to see me this afternoon. I went in for lab work and an ultrasound and then saw the doctor. He gave me the news (that I already knew) that I no longer had a baby inside of me. Cody has been so sweet through all of this. :) When I came home from the doctor, I had roses waiting for me. :)

These came for me in the mail today, and
Cody was afraid I would be upset so he hid them from me. :)
He's so sweet :)

I am actually looking forward to trying the Yoga DVD.
Now I have the Belly Book for when I become pregnant again. :)

I also have this from my bestie Crissy for my next baby :)

So cute. :) Frogs are an "Aunt Crissy" thing :)

I know everything happens for a reason.
And by the Grace of God, I will be able to have other children. :)
I am blessed right now to have the wonderful husband that God has given me. :)

Relaxing...

Yesterday morning, I started spotting.  It's a darkish brown color. No cramping thank goodness. It has continued into today. I am a bit worried, but I am trying my best to think positive. I am spending the entire day off my feet, just lying around. I am hoping this will help. I will not be getting insurance until October 1st. My first pre-natal education appointment is October 4th. My first Doctor appointment is October 11th. I just wish we could afford for me to go now. I don't like worrying. I am just hoping they will do an ultrasound my first appointment! :)

Disclaimer...

I will be putting some personal things in here. 

Some of them might get kind of gross, 

but I want to keep every detail, 

so I can remember it whenever the

"pregnancy amnesia" kicks in. :) 

So if you are not up to reading, 

you may want to stop here! :) 

Just warning everyone ahead of time! :)

❤Grandparents❤

Then came Labor day!

We decided at the last moment to tell the parents.

We were already at my parents for Labor day and because my brother was in town visiting. :)
Cody asked me if I wanted any coffee. I said No I can't have any coffee. He said, why can't you have any coffee? I said because it's not good for the baby! 

My mom just stood there and asked if I was joking. I said no and there were lots of hugs! :) 

This is the first grandchild for my parents, so this is extra special. :)

Then on to Cody's parents.

We decided that we might as well be just as corny at their house, lol.

Cody asked his mom if she was gonna make any coffee while we were waiting on dinner. 

She said yea sure we can. Cody asked me if I wanted any coffee. I said No, I can't have any. And he asked me why, and I said, Because it's not good for the baby. 

And this is the funny part. 

My mom-in-law did the same thing my mom did. 

She stopped in her tracks and asked if we were joking. 

Only she kept asking, Are you serious?, Are you serious?

We said yes and she started with a high-pitched screaming, mixed with crying!

She was so excited.

This is their first grandchild, so it's extra special for them also! :)

We wanted to wait till next Sunday, which is Grandparents Day, to tell them, but we couldn't wait!

We have gifts we will be giving them for grandparents day instead. :)

Saturday, August 28th, 2010

We are pregnant!!! :)

We came home from seeing Cody's mother in Sour Lake and decided to go to Wal-Mart to pick up some tests since I was 9 days late. I decided that if I took one that evening (and didn't wait till the morning) that if it came out positive, it would pretty much be a done deal. Well it was! :)

The next morning. I took a second one. Just to be sure :)

Also positive! :)

So excited! :)

I was leaving that day for a job interview in Fort Worth. The first people I got to tell was our friends Brad and Jackie! :) They were so excited for us! :)

The next day, after the interview, I met my brother for lunch at Subway, 

and told him the news by giving him this...

He's an Aggie, therefore, we are an Aggie family! :)

Thought it was so cute! :)

For another story...I didn't take that job. 

There's no way we could make that move while I was pregnant,

with the small amount of money they offered me. 

Within the course of the next week, we told..."Aunt" Crissy, "Aunt" Latisha, 

"Aunt" Maggie, Randy, Cody & Chrissy & Phil.

I had to tell my boss so I could get moved off a patient. 

This has made me sad, because I really enjoyed taking this patient to school and taking care of her, 

but she is 80 lbs and I cannot lift her right now. 

 Then we decided to tell the Parents...