Sad Face...

Our baby went to be with Jesus this morning...

Last night I started cramping pretty bad and then the red blood came. I knew then that this was it...This morning I passed "tissue", which I knew was the baby. I called my doctor, and he wanted to see me this afternoon. I went in for lab work and an ultrasound and then saw the doctor. He gave me the news (that I already knew) that I no longer had a baby inside of me. Cody has been so sweet through all of this. :) When I came home from the doctor, I had roses waiting for me. :)

These came for me in the mail today, and
Cody was afraid I would be upset so he hid them from me. :)
He's so sweet :)

I am actually looking forward to trying the Yoga DVD.
Now I have the Belly Book for when I become pregnant again. :)

I also have this from my bestie Crissy for my next baby :)

So cute. :) Frogs are an "Aunt Crissy" thing :)

I know everything happens for a reason.
And by the Grace of God, I will be able to have other children. :)
I am blessed right now to have the wonderful husband that God has given me. :)

Relaxing...

Yesterday morning, I started spotting.  It's a darkish brown color. No cramping thank goodness. It has continued into today. I am a bit worried, but I am trying my best to think positive. I am spending the entire day off my feet, just lying around. I am hoping this will help. I will not be getting insurance until October 1st. My first pre-natal education appointment is October 4th. My first Doctor appointment is October 11th. I just wish we could afford for me to go now. I don't like worrying. I am just hoping they will do an ultrasound my first appointment! :)

Disclaimer...

I will be putting some personal things in here. 

Some of them might get kind of gross, 

but I want to keep every detail, 

so I can remember it whenever the

"pregnancy amnesia" kicks in. :) 

So if you are not up to reading, 

you may want to stop here! :) 

Just warning everyone ahead of time! :)

❤Grandparents❤

Then came Labor day!

We decided at the last moment to tell the parents.

We were already at my parents for Labor day and because my brother was in town visiting. :)
Cody asked me if I wanted any coffee. I said No I can't have any coffee. He said, why can't you have any coffee? I said because it's not good for the baby! 

My mom just stood there and asked if I was joking. I said no and there were lots of hugs! :) 

This is the first grandchild for my parents, so this is extra special. :)

Then on to Cody's parents.

We decided that we might as well be just as corny at their house, lol.

Cody asked his mom if she was gonna make any coffee while we were waiting on dinner. 

She said yea sure we can. Cody asked me if I wanted any coffee. I said No, I can't have any. And he asked me why, and I said, Because it's not good for the baby. 

And this is the funny part. 

My mom-in-law did the same thing my mom did. 

She stopped in her tracks and asked if we were joking. 

Only she kept asking, Are you serious?, Are you serious?

We said yes and she started with a high-pitched screaming, mixed with crying!

She was so excited.

This is their first grandchild, so it's extra special for them also! :)

We wanted to wait till next Sunday, which is Grandparents Day, to tell them, but we couldn't wait!

We have gifts we will be giving them for grandparents day instead. :)

Saturday, August 28th, 2010

We are pregnant!!! :)

We came home from seeing Cody's mother in Sour Lake and decided to go to Wal-Mart to pick up some tests since I was 9 days late. I decided that if I took one that evening (and didn't wait till the morning) that if it came out positive, it would pretty much be a done deal. Well it was! :)

The next morning. I took a second one. Just to be sure :)

Also positive! :)

So excited! :)

I was leaving that day for a job interview in Fort Worth. The first people I got to tell was our friends Brad and Jackie! :) They were so excited for us! :)

The next day, after the interview, I met my brother for lunch at Subway, 

and told him the news by giving him this...

He's an Aggie, therefore, we are an Aggie family! :)

Thought it was so cute! :)

For another story...I didn't take that job. 

There's no way we could make that move while I was pregnant,

with the small amount of money they offered me. 

Within the course of the next week, we told..."Aunt" Crissy, "Aunt" Latisha, 

"Aunt" Maggie, Randy, Cody & Chrissy & Phil.

I had to tell my boss so I could get moved off a patient. 

This has made me sad, because I really enjoyed taking this patient to school and taking care of her, 

but she is 80 lbs and I cannot lift her right now. 

 Then we decided to tell the Parents...